Wednesday, November 28, 2007
9:47 PM
Hello people,
I have officially moved to LJ 3000 years ago. (Yeah, it was that long.)
I have no idea why and I do miss Blogger terribly because it's super user-friendly. Hmm.
But I don't want to change back to Blogger. I'll definitely miss designing blogskins. ):
On a brighter note, people, I'm getting promoted. Yeay, but I'm so not ready.
PS. Oh find my LJ. (:
Or you can just ask me.
written, HAZ
Friday, August 24, 2007
12:49 AM
Thanks for making the rest turn their backs against us. We couldn't have asked for more. They wanted us to feel bad. It affected us so much, we cried. Did they cry because of what we did? No. Congratulations. I cried, I'm failing. You're winning. You WON. Isn't that what you want. "I just want you to realise your mistakes." I think you don't understand when we said 'Sorry'. Let me explain. When we said that word, it meant we realised our mistakes and felt really guilty about it. And you said, as a friend you cared about us. Hah, and you made us cry. Well done.Labels: mood
written, HAZSaturday, August 18, 2007
The Feeling Of Guilt.
12:28 AM
I always seem to be sleepy on Fridays. To sum it all, when school started, I couldn't wait for it to end. Literally did a countdown. Don't tell me I'm silly, I'm sure others do it too.I feel really really guilty. I wished I wasn't in the library, sitting with them in the first place. All we wanted was to see how fast it spreads, we didn't really want to hurt them or anything. I really wish they were bad friends, who would left me to be in that situation. But it wasn't. The truth, what they did or said really touched me, and I feel really really guilty now. I felt like I have played with their trusts. Some would be sporting enough to take it as a joke, but I know that's not the case for all. I know, you'll feel disappointed. I'm sorry.Am I such a bad person?Labels: guilty
written, HAZMonday, July 23, 2007
10:32 PM
I'm supposed to update eons ago. But I couldn't find a way to upload the photos since my USB is gone, and that doesn't make me in the mood to post any entries.
Nope, I still havent get the photos, but just a quick update.
11 July 2007
That was the day when Sarah invited me to the Harry Potter and the Order Of Phoenix Gala Premiere. It was such a coincidence because before that, I was in school and Revv, Sylvia, Mojo and I were trying to figure out the name of Voldermort's serpent. I knew it started with the letter N and Revv said it was something like Nadini. We even tried asking around but no one could remember.
So I asked sarah and in an instant she replied 'Nagini'. It was such a hilarious moment because we couldn't stop trying to recall the name and it took us minutes and sarah could do it in a matter of seconds.
During Chemistry practical, I've got calls from Sarah (Of course I couldn't pick up! And sorry Sylvia, I misread the name and thought it was you who's calling me! I have no idea why I thought of that although you were just a few benches away from me.)
After school, which ended at 5.10pm, I found that Sarah, that luck-aye, won tickets for the premiere! I agreed to accept sarah's invitation! Yes, was at Shaw Lido by 6.30pm? Sarah claimed her tickets at 7pm and we went up to look around.
The atmosphere is really, really different. People dressed up for the Gala and I thought I overdressed! We found a few Cosplayers too! I couldn't remember who they dressed up as except I knew there was a Harry Potter and Professor Trelawney!
I bumped into Dina and Nazifah there, who were watching the show too.
The show was okay. I gave it a 3 stars, which Sarah said was harsh. Haha.
I just am NOT satisfied with the show. I guess I expected too much.
Funny thing about premieres are that people clapped before the show, during the show and after the show. Sarah commented that maybe the cameraman is behind the screen and will reveal himself to bow.
12 July 2007
The Chemistry retest wasn't a test at all. The questions are exactly copied from the Summer Test. And she left us alone for the whole period. That was around 6pm? We were released at 7pm.
Sili, Huiyi and I decided to walk around Causeway. SIli and Huiyi were pissed off due to family matters. They were confused and angry at the same time. I told them that wasn't possible, but I got it after they told me what bothered them. The plan to walk around Causeway was a way for Sili and Huiyi to avoid going home. As for me, I was waiting for Yanwen.
My mum called to say they were fetching us, and by the end of the conversation , I was pissed because I didn't know why they couldn't tell me earlier. Huiyi said I didn't sound angry at all and I told her I couldn't feel angry with them since they were fetching me. I realised what they meant by feeling confused and angry at the same time.
My dad sent Yanwen home, had dinner, home.
Yanwen didn't attend school in the morning because she had dental appointment. Two of her teeth had to be plucked out. She felt very, very emotional that day.
13 July 2007
I had dance, it was fun.
14 July 2007
I didn't attend the weekly COP at the kindergarden. Revv didn't go so I was lazy.
I do miss Quintina and Asyiqin.
I watched Harry Potter & TOoP for the second time with my family. I caught on and understood the movie better.
17 July 2007
Morning PE was fun. We didn't anticipate the incoming muscle cramps later during the day. Every girls who took Fitness that morning was groaning and moaning when they sat down or climbed down the stairs.
A Level's Mother Tongue Listening Comprehension wasn't easy. I was feeling very tired because I went home to get some rest before coming back. My leg went numbed a few times.
18 July 2007
The leg wasn't any better, and worse, I have dance in the afternoon. Chengyee and I had to hold the pain. To add to the muscle cramps, we have some blue-blacks here and there too. Sylvia called it Dance Torture.
19 July 2007
Was real happy when my module class was cancelled! (:
There were more time for me to study for Kinetics and Periodicity Chemistry test.
P.E was cancelled because Mr Wong wasn't in school. No one wanted to play any Games. Chengyee and I wasn't in the studying mood, so we found some space in school to practice dance.
written, HAZThursday, July 19, 2007
Wednesday, July 18, 2007
11:19 PM
Actually, I have 1001 things to say and update about, but without photos, I'm not motivated to do so. I can't see to find my USB cable so that I can transfer the photos over. That's bad, my phone is unable to store too many photos and I will have to delete them soon. Bad.Labels: updates, USB cable
written, HAZ
11:17 PM
This is sad :( "Somebody Should Have Taught Him"Retold by: Jane Watkins,"Chicken Soup for the Teenage Soul" I went to a birthday party,
And remembered what you said.
You told me not to drink at all,
So I had a Sprite instead.
I felt proud of myself,
The way you said I would,
That I didn't choose to drink and drive,
Though some friends said I should.
I knew I made a healthy choice and,
Your advice to me was right,
As the party finally ended,
And the kids drove out of sight.
I got into my own car,
Sure to get home in one piece,
Never knowing what was coming,
Something I expected least.
Now I'm lying on the pavement,
And I hear the policeman say,
"The kid that caused this wreck was drunk."
His voice seems far away.
My own blood is all around me,
As I try hard not to cry.
I can hear the paramedic say,
"This girl is going to die."
I'm sure the guy had no idea,
While he was flying high,
Because he chose to drink and drive,
That I would have to die.
So why do people do it,
Knowing that it ruins lives?
But now the pain is cutting me,
Like a hundred stabbing knives.
Tell sister not to be afraid, Mom
Tell daddy to be brave,
And when I go to heaven,
Put "Daddy's Girl" on my grave.
Someone should have taught him,
That it's wrong to drink and drive.
Maybe if his mom and dad had,
I'd still be alive.
My breath is getting shorter,
I'm getting really scared.
These are my final moments,
And I'm so unprepared.
I wish that you could hold me Mom,
As I lie here and die.
I wish that I could say,
I love you and good-bye.
MADD (Mothers Against Drunk Drivers) is hoping to get 5,000 signatures on this.Oh I did cry.Labels: MADD
written, HAZWednesday, July 11, 2007
HARRY POTTER AND THE ORDER OF PHOENIX
12:38 AM
I JUST GOT BACK FROM SHAW LIDO.
I JUST WATCHED HARRY POTTER AND THE ORDER OF PHOENIX.
SARAH WON TWO TICKETS TO THE GALA PREMIERE AND INVITED ME.
I AM SO HAPPY.
I told you I can write a Haiku. (:Labels: HARRY POTTER AND THE ORDER OF PHOENIX
written, HAZ
