That is so sucky. What the hell? I mean, I tried and I did. Though it wasn't obvious but I did, alright. I was thinking of sending a message to them to thank for representing and that they had done well. I really did. After reading that, I think that O and P has to think of some who did it. It's not fair to them. And what the hell, it was so embarassing when everyone else did except for us. That's why I wanted to do it during the questions part but only a few did, and when I said few I meant 3 to 4 only. I know how it feels, cause I feel embarrased even if i'm not standing up there. And then they are those. You know, that type, when't there's so much to say, but nothing. So, what's the use? On the other hand, you can't blame her and her alone. She did try to. It's the others who did not want to. While some are supportive, most do not, don't ask why. And don't judge us as a whole.
I realised that I've never invite anyone to come support. I didn't think they will. And the other time, I did ask. Realising that something was on, R quickly used it, I felt real hurt. Like, didn't even tried to find ways. Mine was at the other part of that day. Oh, never mind. That isn how I realised the importance. I went for this. And I'm going for that. And tomorrow, I'm going too.
So, it's not as if I can't do it. What the fuck. You didn't and you are so confident you can do it in the end. I know it cause you were discussing about the year after.
The only reason why I chose you was because I think that you will do a great job. Better than K, you know. Although the others gave all sort of reasons, I still think that you can carry out the job. Please, if K is that strong, why did K make that decision? It was because K couldn't stand it. K said so. So stop saying that I don't care. Stop making me feel as if I make you feel pressured.
I don't feel the same way because of something I've heard. No security, I can't live with that. Maybe there is still a slight feeling but not as major.
Oh, that time F said she would go but in the end, at the extremely last minute she said she wasn't. Said M don't let? But F has been home late before? That's why I don't expect much. But I would continue asking because I know it feels nice to be asked.
I hate it that some people have so much time but I'm not sure if it's been used well. I can't even find time to study even if I want to. Right now, I definitely want to.
No wonder Jest said I looked depressed. Forgive me people. Random stuffs that have been in my head and I need to get it out. Each paragraph is of different events. There is no link from one stanza to another.
Ergh, I badly need to talk to you!
written, HAZ
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Hello, darlings. 17 passionate and romantic sensitive and
emotional dreamer with a sweet tooth naive and gullible xmfps, xamkss, ijc 0711D
Oh, and the name's Hazwani.
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♥ I love YOU.
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