Friday, September 22, 2006
7:38 PM
Cause God forbids, and the world shakes his head.I met Nad and Su at AMK MRT and we headed to Wdls library to discuss our project. Su gathered her courage to confess! But she did not have to worry cause Nad and I felt the same way too! That was the weirdest and most random thing but yeah, it's great to get it out. Oh, and thanks guys for having my back, on Dance and the whole friend support thing. I can't say it here though.I welcomed the great results with wide arms.I failed combined humans. by one mark. I got 24/50 for my love, Geography. As pathetic as ever, but I improved! As long as you compare it to the one-digit mark I got for almost all my Geography tests. As for Social Studies, it wasn't up to my expectations. It was on the boderline. Oh well, that's for not bringing home my secondary 3 textbook, so I much forgot about the Tamil Tigers.I was okay with my low Amaths results. I mean I can't expect an A or even a B all of the sudden.Emaths paper 2 was totally a big disappointment, I want to stab myself.I was, still am disappointed with my malay results. Although I did not expect good grades because I buzzed my way through the paper, I didn't expect it to be that disastrous either.Biology paper 2 was fucked up. Biology 1 was such an easy paper, but I got 24 out of 40, and found at least ten careless mistakes. Oh, this can't happen. I'm alreay making careless mistakes in Maths, I can't afford making them in Biology too!Sometimes, I wonder if I can have a little bit more self-confidence.Sometimes, I wonder if I can make it to JC.Sometimes, I wonder what I want to be when I grow.Sometimes, I wonder, but I can never decide. I may want to be an Ustadzah when I grow up! InsyaAllah.
written, HAZ
